Life sucks!!! I miss the boys!!!!

It has been dificult to cope with not having the boys near me. I mean at least to visit every now and again. I understand that the decision I took was better for them and all, but….. I miss them, alot.

Sometimes it feels my chest is going to explode. I hate that feeling.

I love you boys very much, Daddy knows that one day we will be closer and see much more of each other, for now my love goes to you through these words.

 

Daniel and Dylan, I love you very much.

 

Dad

Today I´m sad!!

I have had a difficult day and felt sad but during the course of my day I managed to overcome these feelings by thinking happy thoughts and thinking about my kids. I love you kids very much.

Que saudades

Boys, Good Morning!!!

I miss you both so very much.

Daddy has been very busy working but think of you every day and every minute.

I love you lots and lots.

Lots of hugs and kisses.

With much love

Daddy

It is very hard to stay away from my boys

It has been a while since I have posted something on my blog, but it has not been a single day goes past that I don´t think about my boys.

It has been the longest year or so of my life and I miss them very much.

Daniel, your birthday passed and I could not ring you, it is very hard for me still, to ring you and control the emotions. But you can be sure that I love you very much and would like very much to be with you every day.

Dylan, being away from you makes very sad and I wish I could be near you to be able to hold you in my arms and cuddle you a lot. I love you lots adn lots and miss you very much too.

Be good and brave boys, we will see each other very soon.

Lots fo kisses and big hugs for both of you.

Love always 

Daddy

Happy New Year

Dear Daniel and Dylan,

It has been a strange year, a lot of work and a lot of problems to go with it.

There was only one thing that remained the same throughout, my love for you.

I have attempted to ring you many times but every time I tried I started crying and could not complete the call.

I miss you both very much and still not over the distance that separates us, but I promise that this year we will talk much more and we will see each other also.

I hope that you are well and that all your dreams come through and true.

Many kisses and big hugs with much love.

Daddy

I love you!!!

Daniel and Dylan,

Daddy will be using this space to post thoughts and messages for you.

I believe that this way I will be able to write during my day and it doesn´t matter what I think I can post it here and you can read it whenever you have time.

But more importantly is that you get to know that I love you lots and lots and think of you every minute, every day.

Be good and never forget me and that I love you.

Daddy